PORTLAND, Ore. — When Jackie Yerby and a small band of devout Catholics go to the cathedral for Mass this Ash Wednesday, they will be sending an unmistakable message. Pinned to their lapels will be big white buttons that proclaim, "Catholic Oregonians for Marriage Equality."
The newly formed group wants to show that "just because we're Catholic doesn't mean we don't support same-sex marriage," said Yerby, who served on the board of Catholic Charities of Portland for six years. "We support same-sex marriage because we are Catholic."
Just three weeks ago, Portland Archbishop Andrew K. Sample told his staff via email that the Roman Catholic Church in the state would be joining a coalition called Protect Marriage Oregon to fight the effort to legalize same-sex marriage here.
The kickoff to one of Catholicism's most sacred seasons is also a crucial time in the battle over legalizing same-sex marriage in the only state on the West Coast where gay and lesbian couples cannot wed.
As an increasing number of same-sex marriage bans are struck down in the courts, organizers on both sides of the issue have been working to get measures ready for the November ballot. Oregon is poised to be the only state to vote on the issue this year.
Oregon voters passed Measure 36 a decade ago, amending the state constitution to define marriage as a union between one man and one woman.
Proponents of same-sex marriage have gathered enough signatures to place a measure on the ballot to overturn that definition and "recognize and protect the right to marry" for all — if the courts here don't accomplish that end first.
At the same time, opponents of gay marriage are working on a measure — a narrower version of the one vetoed last week by Arizona Gov. Jan Brewer — that would exempt florists, bakers, photographers and others from "participating in same-sex ceremonies in violation of deeply held religious beliefs."
And so "freedom to marry" is rubbing up against "protecting religious freedom" here in one of the least religious states in the country. It's also a place where 1st Amendment protections under state law are stronger than those offered by the U.S. Constitution. Oregon voters have also cast ballots dozens of times on measures that largely would have denied legal protections for gays and lesbians.
Oregon is more complicated than liberal, locavore, craft-brew-loving Portland suggests, and there are few better windows into that complexity than the issue of gay rights and same-sex marriage.
"Oregon in many respects has been fairly tolerant," said George T. Nicola, a historian with the Gay and Lesbian Archives of the Pacific Northwest. "We have four LGBT people who hold elected office on a statewide level.... There's a small town south of Portland with a transgender mayor."
But starting in 1978, Nicola said, there have been an estimated 35 ballot measures, local or statewide, that have attempted to circumscribe the rights of gays and lesbians. In 1992, statewide Measure 9 proposed a constitutional amendment to "prohibit government promotion, encouragement or facilitation of homosexuality, pedophilia, sadism and masochism."
Voters rejected that one. Though not all of the 35 measures passed and some were later overturned by a state anti-discrimination law, Nicola called their mere presence on ballots significant.
"And I can't imagine any state having as many as than that," Nicola said. Their supporters "were able to go to these small towns and counties and get these things through."
But Teresa Harke, spokeswoman for Friends of Religious Freedom, bristles at the idea that the "Protect Religious Freedom Initiative" discriminates against gays and lesbians.
"Our bill is very narrow," Harke said. "It only creates a religious protection for individuals who do not want to participate in same-sex ceremonies.... All other nondiscrimination laws would remain intact."
The proposed initiative, which is aimed at the November ballot, is in the process of receiving its official title from the secretary of state's office. Once that is complete, supporters can begin collecting the required 85,000 or so signatures needed to get the measure before voters.
Even that process has been complicated, said Harke, whose group is fighting the ballot title suggested by the attorney general's office: "Exempts religious opposition to same-sex marriage/civil unions/domestic partnerships from penalties for discrimination."
Such a title is "politically charged," Harke said, because it frames the issue in negative terms. Her organization prefers "Protects persons choosing nonparticipation in same-sex ceremonies based on conscience or religious belief from penalization."
Harke says her organization has met with a high-level member of the archbishop's staff and has been in contact with evangelical Christian, Mormon and Catholic churches.
Bud Bunce, spokesman for the Archdiocese of Portland, declined to comment on either Harke's measure or efforts to legalize gay marriage "until we actually see if any of those are actually going to make the ballot."
In an email to his staff, Archbishop Sample instructed his staff members "to do whatever they can" to assist in the effort to stop same-sex marriage from being legalized.
"As the chief shepherd of this local flock," Sample wrote, "it is my intention to commit the energies of the Church to help defeat this initiative and to uphold the uniqueness and sanctity of marriage between one man and one woman."
Pope Francis has suggested that the church focus more on poverty and less on the politically charged social teachings that were the hallmark of the two previous popes. He made headlines in responding, "Who am I to judge?" when asked about homosexuality.
But Catholic doctrine as outlined in 1986 by then-Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger, who became Pope Benedict XVI, has not changed: "Although the particular inclination of the homosexual person is not a sin, it is a more or less strong tendency ordered toward an intrinsic moral evil; and thus the inclination itself must be seen as an objective disorder."
Which is why Catholic Oregonians for Marriage Equality — which met in Yerby's living room for the first time last month — is stepping gingerly into the fray. The nascent group of a few dozen members will take its first public action on Ash Wednesday.
Peter Zuckerman, spokesman for Oregon United for Marriage, said recent polling by his organization shows that 55% of Oregonians support "the freedom to marry."
That mirrors a 2012 survey by an independent firm called Public Policy Polling, which found 54% in favor of such nuptials.
The poll by Zuckerman's group was released the same day Oregon Atty. Gen. Ellen Rosenblum said the state would not defend its ban on same-sex marriage, which is the subject of federal litigation. The ban, she said in court documents, "cannot withstand a federal constitutional challenge under any standard of review."
The campaign for same-sex marriage has gathered 160,000 signatures and is ready to place a measure on the November ballot if necessary. In the interim, canvassers are hitting the streets here in the City of Roses, raising awareness and money for the battles ahead.
One recent, chilly afternoon, Lakia Davis tramped along tree-lined avenues near Reed College, knocking on doors and explaining the rapidly shifting landscape. Wrapped tightly in a scarf and wool coat, the 27-year-old outlined the ballot measures, the court cases, the optimism, the peril:
"Do you know anything about what's been going on in the past couple of weeks?"
"If you've heard about Arizona, our opposition is looking to replicate that."
"We're hoping you would be able to contribute."